Sunday, May 8, 2016
Oh, my! I’m getting so bad about posting. Sorry to anyone who has been nice enough to reach out to me in the past, to tell me that my posts are helpful!
Since my last post I’ve had a lot of ups and downs, honestly! Ever since I was pregnant I seem to be particularly emotional at times, and I don’t like it.
I’ve had days when I want and do cry. And I’ve had days strung together when I feel good enough to think that I might someday feel normal again.
Remember my post about thong underwear? Well, yep, I can’t say enough how much a positive difference such a tiny piece of material makes for me. It’s crazy. I just don’t feel the same in my other undies or when I walk naked from shower to bedroom.
Another topic– food. I’ve been paying close attention to how certain foods affect my prolapse symptoms. I’ve realized that when my intestines feel more gassy, I feel more symptomatic. I have a lot of control over managing this, which gives me peace! I may elaborate on this on a future post.
Weeding. This week I got out in the yard again for the first time in a long time. The last time I did some weeding was when I was ?? months postpartum and feeling a lot worse than I do now. Seasonal activities are great markers of my progress. What a difference!
Out skating…again! Yesterday I was rollerblading. It’s been a while since I did that, too. Rollerblading was always one of the very best activities for my “condition,” but skating now feels even better than it did before (except that I’m feeling super out of shape at present!).
Mother’s Day. Through this whole process, my little boy continues to fuel my smiles, my joy and my positivity. He brightens my mood when it’s already high and he brings me out of my funks when my emotions get the best of me. I love my son more than I could ever describe!
I am healed.