February 2, 2016
Just a quick post to mention that lately it’s my lower abdominal area that is giving me my most annoying prolapse symptoms. That’s a switch! Before, it was (very!) clearly my perineum that was the source of all my discomfort. The feelings of pressure/irritation/bulginess were always DOWN THERE.
But these days, I’m enjoying spans of time when I do feel significantly more “closed” and “lifted.” It definitely doesn’t feel like anything is falling out or on the verge of doing so. That gives me peace, right there!
However– I’m trying to figure out these abdominal symptoms that I’m having. It seems like they are due to my prolapse issues, but yet they are mysterious…
I am due for my yearly “well check-up” with my doctor. I think I’ll schedule that visit soon.
This is what I’m feeling:
- a heightened “awareness” of what’s going on in my lower abdomen
- sometimes it seems like the area is more bloated than it was before
- sometimes I wonder if my intestines moved into a different place when I was pregnant…and they didn’t go back to their old location
- the feeling in my abdomen is hard to describe but feels like a mild buzzing or a subtle internal irritation or possibly the mildest cramp
- the slight discomfort is accompanied by an internal feeling of “lack of support.” I notice the lack of support in general, but it’s definitely a lot worse if I attempt to carry any loads in front of me (just one example).
- my abdominal muscles seem to be more “stretched out” because I no longer suck in my tummy and I don’t do ab work. I’m not talking about the skin, but the muscles.
- I feel like it’s my bladder that is the source of these new symptoms
I am still physically healing. That much is true. My body is taking its own pace with that. I’m sitting back (but not literally) and giving my body its own time. Slow and steady.
I want to have this checked out (only to rule out anything serious) but I do suspect that I’m just getting some extra sensory input from my organs’ gradual shift back to normalcy. Time will tell!
And so I notice my belly/bladder more than I want to. I look forward to the day when I don’t notice, notice, notice sensations all the time. That will be nice when I have that (healthy) lack of feeling.
I am healed.