Have I been a slacker or what? I didn’t post yesterday and I didn’t post the day before, either?
And I haven’t been doing very well with my goal of getting to bed at ~10 PM either! (Right at this minute it’s 10:27 PM)
Life is happening, folks. And that’s a good thing. You see…in the past it was sort of, kind of like I was “waiting” for my prolapse issues to heal…before I could “get on with my life.”
For the longest time (i.e. over a year) my mind was just SO focused on my symptoms. Were they better? Were they worse? Was the feeling changing?
Just today I realized that I might be getting to the point (finally) where I can just live my life without being consumed by such “monkey mind” thoughts surrounding the status of my perineum.
As my baby-turned-toddler is making my life busier and busier (in a very good way!) AND, since I’ve gotten rather accustomed to feeling the way I feel (annoying as it is), I AM feeling a new form of peace that comes with simply living my life.
Life happens when I stop thinking and obsessing about this “issue” of mine. The days are more enjoyable that way!
11 PM…yikes! Goodnight, all.
I am healed.